Eragon

Eragon是套传说中的飞龙与龙骑士的故事。戏中最让人感触的对白是。。。
“当龙死了，骑士依然还能活着。但是如果骑士死了，他的龙再也活不下去了。”
这是主仆的忠诚，还是并肩作战的同伴关系？感情丰富的人类却不如龙的简单思想。

一句话能换一生的付出，
一滴眼泪换来沸腾鲜血。

地震地震，把我的心也震了。

乐极生悲，十二月二十五日的圣诞节应该是愉快同乐的一天。但也是最悲哀的前一天，我的灵感又悲哀地实现了。死去的人们还有机会渡过圣诞节吗？活着的人们又如果渡过这一天？

爱兮则乎，哀兮无乎。

二零零六年十二月二十六日
台灣連二強震　規模6.7，恆春震度5級　全台強烈搖晃

二零零四年十二月二十六日
印尼大亚齐：苏门达腊岛外海海底发生强震，引发海啸，重创印度洋沿岸国家，造成二十二万多人罹难。地震规模为九点零。

二零零三年十二月二十六日
伊朗：地震造成最少三万一千八百八十四人死亡，一万八千人受伤。地震规模为六点七。

一九三九年十二月二十六日
土耳其艾辛疆：死亡人数介于三万五千人至四万人。地震强度八点零。

杯子與水

大家需要的是水，而非杯子，但我們有意無意地會去選擇漂亮的杯子。這就如我們的生活----

如果生活是水的話，那麼，工作、金錢、地位這些東西就是杯子，
它們只是我們盛起生活之水的工具。其實，杯子的好壞，並不影響水的品質。
如果將心思花在杯子上，大家還有心情去品嘗水的苦甜，這不就是自尋煩惱嗎?

mErRy ChrIstmas 2006

Stop AIDS; Keep the Promise。

十二月一日，是世界艾滋病日。今年的主题是：“Stop AIDS; Keep the Promise。”（遏制艾滋，实现承诺）

为了提高公众对艾滋病危害的认识，更有效地唤醒人们采取措施预防艾滋病的传播和蔓延，世界卫生组织１９８８年１月确定每年的１２月１日为世界艾滋病日，号召世界各国在这一天举办各种活动，宣传和普及预防艾滋病的知识。

自１９８１年世界第一例艾滋病病毒感染者发现至今，短短２０多年间，艾滋病在全球肆虐流行，已成为重大的公共卫生问题和社会问题，引起世界卫生组织及各 国政府的高度重视。为号召全世界人民行动起来，团结一致共同对抗艾滋病，１９８８年１月，世界卫生组织在伦敦召开了一个有１４０个国家参加的“全球预防艾 滋病”部长级高级会议，会上宣布每年的１２月１日为“世界艾滋病日”；１９９６年１月，联合国艾滋病规划署（ＵＮＡＩＤＳ）在日内瓦成立；１９９７年联合 国艾滋病规划署将“世界艾滋病日”更名为“世界艾滋病防治宣传运动”，使艾滋病防治宣传贯穿全年。

红丝带，用红丝带折叠成的类似心形的图案，这是呼唤全社会关注艾滋病的防治问题，理解、关爱艾滋病病毒感染者。

永远是一对的贝壳

在沙滩上总是有无数的贝壳，不同大小，不同颜色，不同形状，不同花纹的贝壳。虽然往往看到的都是孤单一片躺在沙滩上。但是她知道在这世界有另外一片贝壳是能和她吻合的天生一对在等待与她会合。就象十指连心一样地配合她的轮廓合在一起天衣无缝。

今天在去公司的路上，在电台上又听到那首熟悉air supply的经典歌曲all out of love。不知道是最近是旧曲新合唱的关系还是什么原因，这首歌总是围绕在我身边。当然更巧合的是电台下一首歌就是love is in the air。

谢谢你的寿司便当和三文治让我在公司里不会有着饥饿的感觉。

一千零一夜

手塚治虫的旧漫画新动画将于十二月九日在日本银色银幕上呈现。
不知道我的故事是否会再次上演吗。

水果奶油塔

上面是桃子水果，里面满是奶油的威士塔。我喜欢这样的配搭水果的点心。

十一月十二日早上四点。一个我永远都不会忘记的时刻。在这夜里你紧握着我的手，让我感觉你是我一辈子想牵着你的手。让我无时无刻都想念的手。总有一天你会明白我的意思，希望那时候不是你我都白了头才领悟到与子偕老。

一个人生活

一个人生活肯定是无忧无虑，也没有可能自己会伤害到自己．多了另一个人多了一份承担，同时随时会遭到无心，有心的伤害．你是否害怕四个月后的分开带来更大悲伤与痛楚．我将把它当作是一种考验，因为未来的日子里还有更多考验需要两人一起去面对．如果只是一味着逃避没有努力过那又会拥有什么结果．经过风浪的感情才能显示情比金坚．我依然知道，truth love never go smooth. 习惯不是永久的.我知道这不是数学题,或许你要的是持久永恒，跟着感觉去走．未来是需要一起去创造的．你可以选择你要的．今天啰嗦了，因为我的心情也不稳定．

Saving the doggy

23 October read the newspaper, knew that a doggy was accidently drop to the drain system which around 6 feets deep from ground.
24 October, formed a small group response team on above case and visit the site. Almost get the doggy out from there. Unfortunately tools was too short can reached properly.
25 October, reforcement member and review handling tools and improved. After work arrived the area. Doggy been saved by another rescue team.

致所有精明的女人

一天，有一个女人在打高尔夫球的时候不小心将球打入附近丛林内。当她进入林内
寻找时却意外的发现了一只掉入陷阱的青蛙。青蛙对
她说：“如果你将我放出来，我就给你三个愿望。”


当青蛙被释放了出来之后，它对女人说：“谢谢你，不过我忘了告诉你，你所得到的
每一个愿望都会附带一个条件。那就是不管你许什么愿望，你的丈夫会得到和你的相
同愿望的十倍！”


女人高兴地说：“那真是太好了！”于是女人就开始许愿。她的第一个愿望就是想成
为世界上最最最漂亮美丽的女人。青蛙警告她说：“你意识到你的愿望也会同时使你的
丈夫变成世界上最最最英俊的男人，并引来许许多多狂蜂浪蝶？”


女人说道：“这不是个大问题，因为我将会是世界上最美的顶级美女，我相信我老公
眼里绝对看不上其他的女人。”

女人说完后，只听到‘砰’的一声巨响，女人果然变成了世界上最美的顶级美女！


女人的第二个愿望就是成为世界上最最最有钱的女人。青蛙忙道：“这将使你的丈夫
也成为世界上最有钱的男人，而且他的财富会比你多十倍。”

女人答道：“这更不是问题，因为我的钱是他的，而他的钱也是我的。”女人说完
后，只听到‘砰’的一声巨响，女人变成最有钱的女人，只见她身上的行头华贵无
比，全身上下珠光宝气，身后仆人排成两行，身边停了一辆超炫加长型豪华大房
车，并有制服笔挺的司机开门等候，专等着载她回家。


青蛙见女人非常满意，便问她第三个愿望。女人寻思片刻，说道：“给我一个轻微的
心脏病。”

这个故事告诉我们男人：女人是很精明的，别招惹她们。


*现在请所有的女性读者注意了：故事已经到了尾声。你们可以删掉这个文件或去做
其他有意义的事情,像下楼去走走， 上一下洗手间，等等。 ...













男性读者注意了：故事还没完结呢，请接着往下读。

最后女人的老公得到了比女人更轻微十倍的心脏病！！

这个故事又告诉了我们： 当女人觉得她们很精明的时候，其实也是她们最自以为
是的时候。

注意：如果你是个女性读者并且已经读到这儿，这就证明了女人是怎么说都不听
的。那不如就将这封电邮转发给你的男性朋友和有幽默感的女性朋友吧，让他们也乐
一乐。记住：笑一笑，十年少。

大智若愚

昨天说到五角钱的价值，它让我想起一个故事。

某日，几位路人在闲聊时。
路人甲说，你知道隔壁那条街有一位傻子，你们知道他有多傻吗？
话说着路人甲带领朋友到傻子的地方，向朋友展示那傻子有多傻。
路人甲一手拿着五角钱另一手拿着两块钱问傻子。
“傻子，我这里有五角钱和两块钱给你，但是你只能选拿其中一样。”
傻子看了笑着伸手拿了五角钱。
路人甲大笑向朋友说，“你们看，傻子就是傻子。两块钱不要，要拿五角钱。”
路人乙看了十分不满路人甲的行为，把傻子拉到一旁问。
“你知道两块钱比五角钱多吗？为什么你不拿两块钱？”
傻子回答说，“我知道两块钱比五角钱多啊，可是如果我拿了两块钱，以后就不会有人再问我给我钱啦。”
路人乙听了彷了。看看那自认聪明的朋友想，“到底谁才是傻子。”

五角硬币的价值。

一段因缘使得我欠人家五角钱，可惜我始终无法还这笔债。不是我没钱，而是我没有他那五角钱。你听起来一定觉得很可笑。我欠的是1995年的五角钱硬币。在市场上很难找到而且一个全新没有过的1995年五角钱价值是十令吉。以下是过去国家银行发行五角硬币的数量。

The worth of 50 cent coin.
By passed, I am owe someone a 50 cent coin. I can't paid back till now not because that I am don't have money but I don't have the 50 cent. This might sound funny to you. What I need is a 1995 50 cent coin, and it is rare on coin market. A unused coin can be selling at Rm10. Can't believe it. Below is number of 50 cent coin been published Bank Negara Malaysia.

1989 (6,639,057)
1990 (26,276,464)
1991 (20,720,531)
1992 (15,134,992)
1993 (7,657,991)
1994 (6,565,914)
1995 (1,650,423)
1996（7,475,790)
1997 (16,143,327)

中秋佳节,五猪报喜.

看一看我的小猪,长得可爱又健康.中秋佳节齐报喜.

与秋举酒齐赏月,
子母孝慈家团圆,
偕友共聚百言好,
老乡连闻贺喜事.

以上的诗是我在中秋节时写的感觉.

白莲教

这次其实与白莲教无关，但是与莲花有关。

十月七日， 无畏日晒雨淋，烟雾弥漫。排除一切困难，让自己陷入泥巴里。我终于找到我的阿莲了。

对，我在入山寻猪记后，又再一次吝啬地下河钩莲妹。白莲花，期待你的成长。

在这次的寻莲过程，我深深地体会到什么是出于泥而不染。承续上一次掉入河中的经验，我们带了水桶，拐杖，报纸，大纸袋。但是还是不行，看着河中央美丽的莲花却采不到。

最后还是皇天不负有心人。终于在我们准备打退堂鼓时，在最后的据点采到了。
My second plant, Lotus.
After the jungle hunting for pig, Napenthes. This is second time I went to search lotus at river side. With last time experience, I had prepared enough tool on this hunting. Unfurtunely those staff still not easy to reach the middle of river. We even use a stick to meassure how deep the river, it can reach up to 20 feets. I guess next time i should bring a boat along with me.

Seventh of October, finally I found my ah lian (Lotus) with beautiful white color at Sungai Duyong. Please grow faster and healthy.

我的小猪长出来了咯。

Below is the funny video clip. ( I am fall in sick, nothing to think and write this time)

Am I look like them or they look like me?

Wreck Diving

At 2nd September 2006, I had continue my scuba diving course to advance level which allow me to 30 meter deep sea. The course included, wreck diving, deep diving, underwater navigation, multi level diving and night diving.

The most attracted me is the wreck diving. Maybe we been saw the boat on water and plane on air. This time I can see the boat and plane underwater. And of cause for my treasure hunt.

Unexpected night diving not fun on this time. I think is because i was afraid lost heat and feel cold underwater. Feel challanging while off the tourch, beside darkness still darkness. Dont know where is sky where is earth. This is underwater life.

Partial Lunar Eclipse: 2006 Sep 08

二零零六年九月八日凌晨三点农历闰七月十六，上空西方。偏月蚀。长达四十多分钟。
Year 2006 September 08 Lunar calander add July 15. On top to west. Partial lunar eclipse. Around 40 minutes. Photo taken at Malaysia.

五彩缤纷的烟花

每一年的这一天，在这美丽的夜晚都可以看到五彩缤纷的烟花。能够每一年与伴侣一起观赏这与天同庆的花花灯花，连连爆声。的确是一种感动，一份情感。为了这一天我挨了不少时间结果换来了不懂的浪漫与珍惜，我的迟到我的无言。

Wonderful firework on top of sky.
Every year on the same day, the national celebration our country "Merdeka". We have a beautiful night with moment of fireworks around the town. If everytime at this moment, a couple able to view this continuos color lighting and cracker sound. A sense of much touch and loved. This day i been waiting for so hard and i get some dont feel romantic and cherishy with blamed. My unmotive and wordless.

人生如舞台(二）

莎士比亞說：「人生如舞台。」人有前台，也有後台。

前台,是粉墨登場的場所，費盡心思，化好了妝，穿好了衣服，準備好了台詞，端好了架式，調勻了呼吸,一步步踱出去,使出渾身解數; 該唱的,唱得五音不亂；該說的,說得字正腔圓；該演的,演得淋漓盡致；於是博得滿堂彩,名利雙收,躊躇滿志而回。

然而，當他回到後台,脫下戲服,卸下妝彩,露出疲累而飢黃的臉部,後台有沒有一個朋友在等他,和他說一句真心話，道一聲辛苦了，或默默交換一個眼色，這個眼色，也許比前台的滿堂彩要受用、而且必要！

人有沒有這樣的朋友，很重要。後台的朋友，是心靈的休息地。

Certified Scuba Diver

I got my scuba dving certification as PADI (Professional Association of Diving Instructors) Open water diver. An activity under water is amazing and beautiful. I am having this course at Pulau Tioman for 4days and completed at 23/07/2006.

With this certification, i able to reach 70% of earth. (Ocean) Finding lovely crown fish, buterfly fish, star fish and many many marine life. Of cause i can chase sea turtle and follow to anywhere.

我已经是PADI合格的公开水域潜水员，潜水真的是多么美好，引人注目的活动。 我在刁曼岛四天拿了这课程，在23/07/2006那天毕业。

有了证书，我可以到地球七十巴仙的角落（海域）。寻找可爱的海鱼，海星及许许多多的海底生物。当然也可以追踪海龟到各处。

Kid's Homework

人類最無私最純真的諾言

男孩與他的妹妹相依為命。父母早逝，她是他唯一的親人。所以男孩愛妹妹勝過愛自己。然而災難再一次降臨在這兩個不幸的孩子身上。妹妹染上重病，需要輸血。但醫院的血液太昂貴，男孩沒有錢支付任何費用，儘管醫院已免去了手術費，但不輸血妹妹仍會死去。

作為妹妹惟一的親人，男孩的血型和妹妹相符。醫生問男孩是否勇敢，是否有勇氣承受抽血時的疼痛。男孩開始猶豫，10歲的大腦經過一番思考，終於點了點頭。
抽血時，男孩安靜地不發出一絲聲響，只是向著鄰床上的妹妹微笑。

抽血完畢後，男孩聲音顫抖地問：“醫生，我還能活多長時間？”

醫生正想笑男孩的無知，但轉念間又被男孩的勇敢震撼了：在男孩10歲的大腦中，他認為輸血會失去生命，但他仍然肯輸血給妹妹。在那一瞬間，男孩所作出的決定是付出了一生的勇敢，並下定了死亡的決心。


醫生的手心滲出汗，他緊握著男孩的手說：“放心吧，你不會死的。輸血不會丟掉生命。”
男孩眼中放出了光彩：“真的？那我還能活多少年？”

醫生微笑著，充滿愛心地說：“你能活到100歲，小夥子，你很健康！”

男孩高興得又蹦又跳。他確認自己真的沒事時，就又挽起胳膊——剛才被抽血的胳膊，昂起頭，鄭重其事地對醫生說：“那就把我的血抽一半給妹妹吧，我們兩個每人活50年！”

所有的人都震驚了，這不是孩子無心的承諾，這是人類最無私最純真的諾言。

我早已放下，你却还放不下

老和尚携小和尚游历,途遇一条河见一女子正想过河，却又不敢过。
老和尚便主动背该女子趟过了河然后放下女子与小和尚继续赶路。
小和尚不禁一路嘀咕：师父怎么了，竟敢背一女子过河？
一路走，一路想最后终于忍不住了说：
师父，你犯戒了怎么背了女人
老和尚叹道：我早已放下，你却还放不下!

天德宫

AN END TO CHILDLESS WOMEN'S PLIGHT
A CAR was passing slowly along Jalan Gelanggang in Malacca. Its driver and a lady passenger were looking anxiovsly at both sides of the road for signs of a temple called Ong Teck Kong. Their friends had told them to come to this temple to pray to the 'Goddess' there for fulfiling their dreams.
Suddenly, the lady shouted, "Look! That's the temple." The man braked his car and, after parking it on one of the parking lots in front of the temple ,the couple alighted and entered the temple.
The temple's caretaker greeted them, and after she had enquired from them what they had come to pray for, she instructed the couple to place their flowers and fruits on the altar. She went on to instruct them on how to pray to the 'Goddess' called '/Chu Sing Niang Niang' or 'Fate-fulfiling Godess'. The couple followed exactly what was told to them.
The couple knelt in front of the 'Goddess' and they prayed earnestly. "Oh, Merciful Goddess, please help us to have a baby of our own. We have been married for six years, but we're unable to have a baby. Please help us..."
When they had finished their prayer, they got up and after making a small sonation to the temple, they bid goodbye to the caretaker. They were assured by the temple's caretaker that their dreams would come true. Expectant.
Four months later, the same couple returned with offerings for the 'Chu Sing Niang Niang'. The lady had become pregnant after her visit to the temple. Her dreams of becoming a mother had finally become a reality!
Everyday, many couples of these similar cases have come to the temple to pray to the 'Goddess' for children, and many of them would return months later to thank the 'Goddess' for making their dreams come true.

Recently visit to this temple and spoke with its caretaker, Madam Gan Siew Keng, 48, on the history and the many miracles attributed to the help of the 'Goddess' there. Madam Gan told NT:"The history of this temple dated over one hundred years ago. It was started by a person called Mr. Chan. As far as i can remember, my uncle was its caretaker before and after the Japanese Occupation. After his death, my mother took over and when my mother passed away about fifteen years ago, I became the present caretaker." "There are two 'Goddesses' in this temple who each speciallises in fulfiling the needs of the devotees. The two are known as 'Chu Sing Niang Niang' and 'Golden Flower Goddess' respectively. The former helps these who are unable to conceive babies; while the latter helps those to choose the sex of their babies when they are in the initial stage of their pregnancy.

"For those love-lom people, they can also come to pray to the 'Goddesses' for success in love and marriage. Miraculously, many of those who have come here to pray for love and marriage have returned jubilantly to thank the 'Goddesses' for fulfiling their dreams. The 'Goddesses' really help those who are sincere in their prayer.

"We have visitors coming from as far as from singapore, Johore Baru, Seremban, Kuala Lumpur and Penang. Many other temples throughout the country have even recommended our temple to their devotees on matters concerning pregnanc, determining the sx of the babies and for love and marriage.

"What the devotees need to brng when they come here to pray is flowers and fruits only. There were devotees who offered "red eggs to the 'Goddesses' on the full-moon days of their babies."



天德宫是青云亭理事会所管辖的一间庙宇。天德宫供奉的是注生娘娘(管生小孩的神明)及金花娘娘(管婚姻的神明)。

华人大多数都是信神的，他们膜拜的神灵，很多是源自深入民间的神话故事中的人物。他们拜神都心怀敬畏，但却从未形成一种有系统的宗教。他们的信仰完全是随 缘的，并不皈依何教何系，他们都会对冥冥中的神灵求赐家宅平安，福寿运通，因此家家户户拜神，世世代代拜神，至於所拜的神是何方神圣，拜神的真义何在？却 是很少人去深究。

根据我国宪法第十一条(一)项条文规家，人人皆有信仰及奉行其本身宗教之权利。因此华人在马六甲，很久以来，就有热心的善男信女兴建众多的庙宇，供奉各方神位作为膜拜的场所。

在马六甲市区鸡场街就有一座供奉女神的“天德宫”，从外观看来，相信是由住宅改建，由於多年失修的缘故，该庙已不复存在昔日之金碧辉煌的光彩，如今已是引不起人们的注目。

“天德宫”内殿 供奉两尊女神的塑像，一位是注生娘娘，另一位是金花娘娘，前者是由专掌人间生男育女之职务，後者则专管男女结合之婚姻。这两位娘娘虽说比不上观音娘娘和天后娘娘的最孚众望，但是看来和蔼与悲，令人肃然起敬。

注生娘娘与金花娘娘
注生娘娘系来自印度北部，民众奉祀很是普遍，根据印度释教大乘(MAHAYANA)上说注生娘娘就是梵文“HARATI”，即送子女菩萨。据说这位女神约在第八世纪，她的奉祀在印度已失去了地位，实际上在第十二世纪中，已经完全消失了。

这位女神传入中国，约在第五世纪，经过若干世纪后，已经由哈拉谛女菩萨转为注生娘娘，也许对中国人来说，注生娘娘是比较易於接受。不知怎样，中国人却把注 生娘娘也是哈拉谛女菩萨与观音娘娘梵名阿伐罗吉底斯哇拉菩萨(BUDDHIST BODHISATTVA AVALOKITESWARA)相混合，以致后来造成观音娘娘承继注生娘娘的地位。不过在雕像与绘图中，两位女神的相貌，截然不同。

红鸾星宿转世
金花娘娘的金身被置放在大殿中堂，受下奉祀，亦有很久的历史。俗传金花娘娘系天上红鸾星宿转世，下凡人间为红娘，专为天下有情人结合眷属，王母娘娘念红娘对人间有功，颁赐“金花”给她，人们从此对称这位女神为“金花娘娘”。

据说注生娘娘和金花娘娘都能有求必应，很是灵验。农历三月廿日与十月初十是注生娘娘和金花娘娘的禾秋诞，是日许多善男信女来此祈求结婚或生子都能得愿，因此杳客大部份都是远道闻名从南北马各州府来膜拜求愿，或答谢神恩，车水马龙，结绎不绝，香火也就日夜不断。

现任的主持是位年届四十余岁的颜月雪女士，她也身兼庙祝，打理一切杂务。她告笔者说，此庙是由马六甲甲必丹曾六官的后人所倡建的，建立的日期，已无从查起，只有从神坛上刻上的“光绪拾年甲申夏月旦立”来推测大概已有百多年历史，应该算是属于具有百年历史性的古庙。

男婚女嫁前生注定
颜女士也告知，她的伯父在她幼年时已在此庙担任主持多年，迄至世界第二次大战结束不久，父逝世后由她母亲继任主持，一直过了十五年，待她母亲逝世后，主持的任务就落在她身上。

昔时男婚女嫁都是认定皆由前生注定，这是旧式婚姻的宿命论，使人对强迫的婚姻不敢有所反抗，婚后有痛苦，也只好认命，算是前世未修，此生应受恶报，所谓燕尔新婚，该是男女百世修来的造化，今夕才能有福共枕眠。

如今，新旧时代不同，婚姻观念也不同，新潮男女多把受情当儿戏，婚姻的离合也极其随便，尤其是人们在遭受经济不景气的影响下，大多实行节育，至於那些不育者，更可籍助人工受孕。

总而言之，结婚生子是人生大事，可以借用古人的话：“后生可畏，焉知来者之不如今也。”来作结论

为什么这世界不需要超人

网友说：把底裤穿在外头太逊了。
女人说：超人只会向女人说晚安却不会说再见。
清洁工说：超人老是把衣服乱丢。
强盗说：其实不需要蒙面，带个眼镜就没有人认得出了。
父亲：如果我的孩子有超能力，那么我不就是白痴？
买玉：原来超人不能带玉佩。
男人说：超人都不用安全套的。

Why the World Doesn’t Need Superman
Netfriend said, He always wear the underwear outside.
Woman said, He always said good night never said good bye.
Cleaner said, He always throw his clothes anywhere.
Robber said, Actually we not need wear mask, wear spectacles will no one recognize you.
Father said, If my son with super power, then I will be the nut.
Jade seller said, Too bad, he can't take any jade.
Man said, Superman didn't use comdom.

怪物

有一个怪物,它没有名字也很期望有自己的名字.有一天它去城市寻找名字,它遇到一个小女孩.它问小女孩叫什么名字,女孩回答说我叫仙蒂.怪物问仙蒂能把她的名字给它吗?仙蒂回答说,这是我的名字,我可不可能把名字给你.接着就走开了.

然后怪物遇上另一位男孩,它问男孩叫什么名字.那男孩叫约翰.怪物再次问约翰可以不可以把名字给它.约翰气着说,我把名字给你了那我不是没有名字了.

怪物在城市里都对所遇到的人类问同样的要求.始终没有任何人把自己的名字给怪物.就这样,怪物一直在城市中寻找名字.

Monster.

That is a monster without name and he is hoping to has a name. One day he went to the city looking for his name. First he met a little girl, he asked that girl, what is your name? That girl replied, Cindy. The monster asked her can give the name to him. Cindy said, that is my name, I can’t give it to you. Then Cindy walk away.

Then monster met another boy at city, he asked what is boy name. That boy is John and monster asked John can give the name to him? John was angry and said, if I gave you my name, I will without any name.

Monster keep continue walking around city and asking people same question. But still no one will give him a name. And monster still look his name at city….

黄瓜山，萤火虫。

六 月十日，在雪隆老人俱乐部的安排下。我第一次去kuala selangor看萤火虫，第一次知道原来马来西亚也有这么一个地方。首先我们去黄瓜山（皇家山）bukit melawati。看猴子，看灯塔，看大炮，看观月台，坐都都车再瞭望kuala selangor的河口（从山上）。过后去吃海鲜，虽然有点失望因为没有螃蟹吃但也不错。可以尝试不一样的口味。然后去kampung kuantan看萤火虫，在月圆之下萤火虫的微弱的灯显得微不足道。幸好船夫为了不让我们扫兴，已经尽力将船靠向红树让我们观赏数上的萤火虫。所以 说。。。马来西亚你走完了吗？

Bukit Melawati, Kuala Selangor.

10th June, under selangor old man club organization. I was have my first trip visit kuala Selangor and fire flies. First impression to know this place. We went to bukit melawati at begin, we catch monkey, old canon, tower, islam moon watcher place with funny car. From there we can see the more clear picture with Selangor river. After this, we went to seafood restaurant taking our dinner. Too bad they are out of stock with crab, anyway I had tried different taste on seafood. Lastly we visit kampong kuantan, a place to public watching fire flies at river side. Although the night with full moon, the driver keep let us have close touch with fire flies. Well… How much you know about Malaysia?

我的猪笼草

经过长途跋涉到关丹森林找到那么一棵猪笼草。可以说是犯溅。。。花店一大堆却不要买，跑到老远地去采。但也可以说我感受整个过程，一个属于我的植物。这品种是Nepenthes gracilis type green，真希望可以看到它长大，长出猪圆玉润的猪笼。

上星期为了帮干妈找河花，跑了几条河。终于在Duyong的河上找到，但是人却掉下去沼泽地。手脚都沾满了黑漆漆的烂泥，还要驾车子回家冲洗再冲凉X2。（烂泥的味道好臭）

My pet, Nepenthes.
I got it from far far away to kuantan jungle. So terrible that I can get it from any garden farm at melaka. But I decided to find the one for myself even I spent more petrol cost on it. That's fun and really good experience on plant searching. This specie is Nepenthes Gracillis type green. Wish it growing well.

Last week I was offered myself to my god mother to get lilian. Searching few rivers at melaka finally found it at Duyong river. Too bad i was fallen in to river when i try to pick it. Worst thing is I had to drive back to my home for bath X 2times get the smell off.

上海滩

浪奔浪流
万里涛涛江水永不休
淘尽了世间事
混作滔滔一片潮流
是喜是愁
浪里分不清欢笑悲忧
成功失败
浪里看不出有未有
爱你恨你问君知否
似大江一发不收
转千弯转千滩
亦未平复此中争斗
又有喜又有愁
就算分不清欢笑悲忧
仍愿翻百千浪
在我心中起伏够

Draw a line so easy but hard to understand

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恶魔的契约

过去的我曾把自己卖了换起一份恶魔的契约。这契约让我在失去自我，感觉 之下虚度一段时间。后来一份真心的感情给以我力量在这契约上加锁沉没下去。可惜这次我再次使用脱离坚锁恶魔契约的力量来安抚我的痛楚。在过度失望的黑暗日 子就只因为这恶魔的契约。请给我时间让我用自己的力量再将这契约封闭而不是依靠没有品质的感情。让它回到地狱吧。

Devil agreement
I was sold myself to get a darkness power. This agreement make me lost and take away my feeling in couple years. After i met a true relationship do allow me to lock it down in deep. Unfortunately it was released by hurt, and I used the ability to cover my painful. Those darkness day was caused by this evil deal. Do let me against it with my own spirit, that is useless for me to depending on unhonest relationship. Go back to hell.

凌迟

On beast sign day, I was rejected their invitation. Ｉ get myself to release my spell and let it took over. All my disabled abilities turn back and the time is begin. With my clearest eyes and mind, I found myself again. With my name I be, returning the truth and true.

凌迟无形，为命待天。
记得一位心理学家说过，真正好的心理医生，以前肯定会经过非常痛苦及糟糕的经历，再以他们的经历来帮助现在的人们过更好的生活。

想着你的脸空虚的脸 ，麻木的走在崩溃边缘。
我需要可以流泪的花园，灌溉这朵枯萎的诺言。
最心爱的情人，却伤害我最深。
为什么你背着我爱别人。
女人天真的眼神，藏着冷酷的针。
人生看不清却奢望永恒。
哦，轻弱的灵魂，已陷入太深。
为什么你背着我爱别人。
早已冷却的吻，藏在心中加温。
爱情充满残忍，我却太认真。
爱一层层被撕裂，
我一层层被摧毁，
被爱摧毁，我来不及找到出口。
我一层层被摧毁，狠不下心。
向黑夜说再见。

不能再错过了

我曾经遇过一位可遇不可求的美丽能干女生.很可惜的是我错过了她因为当时在我们身边都各有一份感情.过后虽然她回到单身的生活但是我依然无法让自己同时去爱两个女生.所以再次的我错过了.可能这就是所谓的人生过客,她出现在我的生命中但是始终没有机会在一起.

现在我因为感情的失败让我再一次的回想起她也想与她联系.希望这次大家没有再错过彼此.请给我一次机会去证明,也给我时间去实现.这是我第一次给你的承诺.

雨天时人人都在避雨,天晴了却有人期待淋雨的感觉.

人生如舞台

英国大文豪莎士比亚说：「人生如舞台，人人都是台上的演员。」细看人生世局，确是如此。

一般而论，演员的痛苦和悲哀，不仅是被迫扮演自己不喜欢的角色，或演出不获好评，更是寻不到理想的导演。

在 你人生的舞台上，你所表演的角色如何呢？更重要的，谁是你人生的导演呢？你是否日复一日，年复一年，在人生的舞台上忙乱、打转，却不知究竟为了甚 么呢？你演罢学生的读书生涯，又演过男女的爱情故事，演完了谋生的剧烈竞争，也演尽了家庭的悲欢离合；当你演到儿女成群，而自己老态龙钟时，下一幕将是甚 么呢？

所以我始终还是我自己，如假包换。

Light and Easy 105.7 FM

Last weekend someone recommended to listen to Light and Easy FM radio. After few days I had tried during driving car. That is fantastic radio channel and mostly all the oldies musics and songs I love much. Nowday I already give up with MIX FM and always tuning to Light and Easy.

At the same day, I was at Kuala Selangor visit Bukit Melawati, seafood and fire flies session. That is a great day and happening. Lucky I was there and didn't miss out the trip.

更改注解

长久以来满怀的信心与抱负,却在一夜之间完全消失.也让我失去了一生中最爱的女人.一个我深爱的女人也是伤我最深的人.世上最痛苦的也只不过如此而已,我的坚强是因为我只在乎你。

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Since long-time I has filled with confidence and aspiration,but this completely vanishes over a night.My deep love woman also the one injured me deepest.In the world most painful just like that easy.When you beside me, i feel stronger.

Shall We Dance

Last week brought a book to learn hall dance, playing hall music and shaking at home. I am looking forward to know Waltz and Quick Step, this two dance let me feel energy and wonderful.

Last night I was listen to Rod Stewart's song, some Jazz music and online chatting with friends. One of friends introduce me to get Bossa Nova music, it is a american jazz brazillian samba element. Sound near to latin music. I try downloaded some from internet, not really suitable to me but she recommended Lisa Ono, Japanese bossa nova singer. Well, I will get it when i found.

Tonight working alone at office with another Soul folk music. And next wing of office, someone bring TV for World Cup opening ceremony and first match between Germany and Costa Rica. I am enjoying in the soccer fever season.

Tomorrow I will go to Kuala Selangor for walking around and seafood dinner. I get someone pick me up because my car still in workshop. Hope this is great memories trip for me.

Cheers.

When you love someone

When you love someone - you'll do anything. you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain. you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun. when you love someone.

you'll deny the truth - believe a lie. there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly. but you're lonely nights - have just begun. when you love someone

when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind when you want someone - when you need someone
when you love someone...

when you love someone - you'll sacrificeyou'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice. you'd risk it all - no matter what may come.

when you love someoneyou'll shoot the moon - put out the sunwhen you love someone

Written by:B. AdamsM. KamenG. Peters

在忙碌中搁滩,在转瞬间遗忘

山盟海誓　咱兩人有咒詛
為怎樣你　偏偏來變卦
我想未曉　你那會這虛華
欺騙了我　刺激著我
石頭會爛　請你愛相信我
最後的結果　還是無較詛
凝心不驚酒厚　狠狠一嘴飲乎乾
上好醉死　勿擱活
啊　我無醉　我無醉　無醉
請你不免同情我
酒若入喉　痛入心肝
傷心的傷心的我
心情無人會知影
只有燒酒瞭解我

哀莫大于心死

南画十字代晨星，
柯以缘良待老月，
一言无以对青天，
梦照兮意心中日。

当作一个多你一个不多，少你一个更好的人。
一山还有一山底。

巧克力人生

阿甘正传里总是说“我妈说，人生就像巧克力。你永远都不知道里面是什么，直到你把它放入嘴里尝试。”

我最喜欢巧克力的。

Chocolate life.
In Forrest Gump movie, He always said. " My mum said, life just like chocolate. You always don't know what is inside until you put in your mouth and taste it."

My favour, chocolate.

Someone need your help

Indonesia Earthquake Leaves more than 6,000 Dead, 200,000 Homeless

The magnitude 6.3 quake that struck soon after dawn on May 27 destroyed more than 135,000 houses and displaced an estimated 647,000 people.

And they are still waiting for relief team and medical meterial, food supplies. Even a body bag for who had lost their life in this disaster.

程序（Formula)

BON VOYAGE

Bon Voyage!(一路順風)
鼓起那一點點的勇氣
已經可以依稀看見那通向未來的征途
最初大家描述的那些凌亂的地平線
現在已經可以在一架望遠鏡中看到
那困擾你心靈的迷惑的命運之羅盤
已經可以輕鬆操縱
Bon Voyage!(一路順風)
將羈絆和過去全部丟棄
雖然如此我們應該還是盡情地笑
不畏吝惜那位了夢想而留下的淚水
Precious in my life(它在我生命中最為珍貴)
已經可以依稀看見那通向未來的征途

期待下一次的冒险

曾以为找到了安定的美丽岛屿，也以为岛上有这我人生的最大宝藏。结果一切只是个虚假的幻觉。所以我再一地回到船上，扬起了海盗的旗子。拉起船锚放下风帆，继续我在海洋的冒险旅程。我坚信着总有一天，我会找到我的人生最宝贵的宝藏。想与海盗来场战争吗？

Pirate， another adventure.
Once before I found a beautiful island, a safe harbor. A place with my life great treasure. Too bad it just a illusion. I am back on my ship again, raise up my flag. Pick up anchor and started my sailing on the blue sea, continue my life adventure to the wild ocean. I believe that one day, I will found great treasure on an island in my life. Wanna play with this pirate?

叶子，风，树

叶子的离开,是风的追求,还是树的不挽留.
叶子，风，树。我是哪一个？

Leaf is leaving, is it because of wind's pursue or the tree didn't urge.
Leaf,wind & tree. Which am I?

Is time to playing game get FUN.

Know your woman.

When a girl has menophania, which mean she entering another stage in her life. I am believe excluding men, most of the women don’t really know their menstrual cycle, or are they with eumenorrhea? 40% of women having menstrual disorder issue, but how many of them having medical treatment with care? As guy, please understand this for your love one. Menorrhagia may cause by mentality or physiological action. Mentality including pressure, environment change, despearate, worried and distressed. Physiological cause may split to 2 part, illness and medication. Illness need medical check and treatment. Medication may cause by side effect like taking Postinor2 or IUD installation and more...

If you not prepared for pregnant or plan for children, please ask him use comdom. Refer to my thread at forum.

Sexual education

Menophania

呼吸大自然的力量

六月十一日, 我计划一个人去关丹度假. 呼吸大自然的力量,从新开始向自己的目标前进.预定会住在Hyatt Regency Kuantan Resort. 一个非常适合我去面对的过往，牵制不少回忆的地方。蓝天白云，碧海沙滩。我会找颗椰树亲手埋了应该了断而且属于这颗树的记忆。让我的遗憾成为不会发芽的种子，伴着椰树。你能那么短时间做出果断的决定，相信我也不能花更多时间。

我的遗憾，2002年我们应该早在热浪岛互相认识。我应该看到你穿三点式泳装在巴厘岛上。（非常遗憾。。。）很高兴你没有在暴喝红酒了。

Time for me to take the natural charge.
I was planned going to Kuantan for a natural trip. Take the charge and moving forward for my life. I am booking Hyatt regency resort, the resort name recalled and a meanful location for me review the past. Blue sky, white cloud, deep sea and the beach. Almost the places in our memories around that atmosphere. I will find a coconut tree and bury everything should belong to it under the tree. With my regrets company the tree without grown. You can make the decision in short time, I believe i won't take longer than you.

My regrets, we should met each other early at 2002 Pulau Redang. I should watch you wearing bikini running at Bali beach. ( Very regretted) I am glad that you not hard drinking red wine lately. Look at the picture, so beautiful and nice place.

红色高跟鞋

刚刚听到一句，“男人总是喜欢在女人身上探索，切忘了去探索女人的心”。这让我想起了红 色高跟鞋，女人明知道穿高跟鞋会造成脚部麻痹酸痛。但是她们还是喜欢穿高跟鞋。这份挥之不散的关系是女人的最明白的。探索女人的心可会付出更大的代价，因 为女人心就像海底针。所以呢，男人还是专心地在女人身上探索比较好。

人人们都在把更好的物质生活当成人生目标，逐渐的忽略了精神生活和信仰。凡是都以利益为重，人与人之间的关系都建立在利用价值上。灰姑娘不再期待玻璃鞋，美丽公主已经穿着平底鞋到处跑了。保险比男人更有保障。

Red high heel shoe.
Someone just told me that, "Guy always explore on woman body, but forgotten to explore her mind." This bring me about red high heel shoe. They know how pain to wear a pair of high heel shoe but they still want to weat it. They well understand what they want. Big price to pay to explore she heart when she don't want to be. Woman heart like a needle in deep sea. Better way is, guy keep explore on woman body.

Nowday, a lot of people wanted higher class of living life, this almost let them forget the spirit of life and believe. The relationship of the people is build on the profit, money. Cinderella never wait for her glass shoe, Beautiful princess was wear sport shoe running everywhere. An insurance policy more assure their life than a man.

特别的母亲节

差点忘了母亲节，可惜她老人家飞去沙巴游玩了没有庆祝这节日。以下是她们给我的安慰。

家母：早点分手早点找新的，不要浪费时间。
契母：她不懂得珍惜你是她的错误的决定。
戴母：好好照顾自己，记得吃饭。旧的不去新的不来。
契母的老母（老不死的）：考虑一下我芙蓉的孙女。
两个女儿的母亲：她独自开心，你在难过什么。

哈哈哈。。。看来我周围都不乏女人，谢谢了。

A special mother day
Almost forgotten this mother day, I didn't celebrated this event with my mum because she flied to Sabah for vacation. Some consolation i get from those mother.

My mum : Is good to break off early, don't waste your time.
My god mother : She don't know to cherish you was her mistake.
Your mum: Take good care yourself, remember to eat. Maybe is time to change.
My god mother's mother : Try to consider my granddaughter at seremban.
A mother with two daughter : Why you have to sad when she is enjoying her life.

Hahaha... a special warming mother day for me. Thank you all.

Terrible day at bookshop

Today I went to book shop walk around and try to get a new book for myself. Inattentionly I found this book, 28 tell tale signs of a cheating spouse. About how to intent your spouse is cheating or not, as youe own private detective. First thing cross in my mind is, Elena should read this book. Unlikely i found another book on next shelf, How to Have an Affair and Never Get Caught by Charlotte Hartford. Both book can look like a humor, interesting story book but not for personal plan. The more terrible thing is, I found another book named How to date young sexy girl. I am fainting with my discovery on this book shop. End up i didn't get any book for myself today. Maybe this is relationship improvement plan without honest, loyal, love and trust. Some books make people lost their dependencion and believe. Before I was corrupted myself, I leave the book shop and get a cigarette.

对马六甲此情不渝

马 六甲，这是我出生成长的地方．虽然是个小城市，却有无尽的吸引力，精彩让我去发掘．可惜往往当地人总是不去探讨她的魅力和价值．认为这无聊没有乐趣的地 方．三十年呆在马六甲不代表你了解马六甲有三十年．以下是我消遣时写我对马六甲的专情．虽然写的不是很健全专业，但是很多都认遗忘了．你还记得多少呢？

不一样的马六甲
细说历史，回顾旧照。
2007大马旅游年：一切尽在马六甲

Malacca, a town I grown with love.
This a town where I was born and grown. Even it just a small city but with a lot of passion, attraction to lets me go exploring. Unlikely most local people can't understand her and does not discuss her charm and value. The time to spend does not mean that how much you know. Below links are what i had write about her at pastime. I might not a professional writer but many thing was forgotten. How much you still remember?
Something you may not know about Malacca
Historical pictures with stories
2007 Malaysia tourism year : All in Malacca

重新看过这本书

我的积分和山洞太差了。尤其是第三十一页。实实在在地就想你在对我说。难道我白读了这本书，严重地自我检讨中。为了她，我会再读十遍确定我不会忘记里面所说的。可惜里头没有说如何在火星大战一场。

在整理你的积分时，我会把它分成两种。一种不只是属于我和你的，放进箱子收起来。另一种呢是只属于你和我的，我会好好照顾的。

我把我只在乎你的贴子删除了，发觉那首歌并不适合我或你。

Again and read this book.

My "point system" and "Cave" was too bad. Specially on the page 31, just like you standing in front of me. I had wasted my time to read this book early because i didnt completely understand it. Seriously under self-criticism. For her, I will read this book ten times to make sure i wont forget it again. Unfortunately this book didnt tell me how to war at MARS.

During sort out your system point, I will sparately them to two kind. One kind is not just belong you and me, keep it in box. Example the photo inside your card folder, Donald, a can of paper star, red parker pen and more. Another one which just belong you and me, I will take good care.

I was deleted the "About the title" thread. I feeling that song not suitable for you or me.

I am sorry

No matter what. I still need to say sorry to you. I am sorry on my mistake, my careless, my words, my stubborn and my ego. I am sorry that i loose you and I am sorry that i didnt flood your life with flowers. I am sorry i cant keep my promises. I am sorry... Sarang Heyo

鱼对水说，你看不到我的眼泪因为我在水中。
水回答说，我能感觉到你的眼泪因为你在我心中。

马六甲街道的声音

昨 天去看了一本书，Malacca, voices from the street。内容很丰富解说不少马六甲各街道的近代历史，有两百多张的彩色相片。有没落的黄昏行业等在不久会消失的景象。这本书的两位作者都不是马六甲 人，一名槟城人及另一名葡萄牙人编写的。价钱马币一百九十。。。好贵。
http://www.malaccavoices.com/index.html

昨 天也好想打电话给你说，是时候让我自己好好地休息了。我没有尽力去做我应该做的事，因为很多红色地带。表面上我是你的男朋友，所以我接受你在告知他人时 候把所有责任推卸于我。一开始我就已经注定是个牺牲者，失败者。我愿意离开这游戏因为我到现在都不知道在扮演什么角色。最终我是个坏角色，我不介意去承担 这些错误。因为好人要用很多谎话去掩饰他的过错。

找寻答案的时候，我发现了两点。
一，你的生活圈子好小。
二，在你周围还有两位以上的仰慕者但没种去追求你的人。

今天将把主题改为Voices from the ericsow.

Voices from the street, Malacca.
Yesterday read about book, Malacca, voices from the street. It has substantial content about Malacca old street lately history with two hundred plus colour photo. Both of the authors not Malaccan, one from penang another one is ordinary portuguese. It cost RM190.... very expensive.
http://www.malaccavoices.com/index.html

At the mean time, I tried to call you to let you know that. Is time to let myself rest in care. I didnt completely do whatever i have to be done, that is few obstruction areas. As formally i was your boyfriend, I dont mind you put all the blame on me as an excuse. From the very begining, I was doomed as loser, prey. I'm going to quit this game because i cant even to know who am I and where is my part. Lastly, I am bad guy, I willing to be and accept any blame and censure. Because a good guy need a lot of lies to conceals his mistake.

I found few points during the time i looking for truth.
1, Your life circle not that big, consider small.
2, Two and above of admirers are around you but coward.

Today, I'm changing the topic as "Voices from the ericsow."

消失中的记忆

这间坐落在板底街的校服店就快成为马六甲历史。小时候所穿的校服都是在这里买的，因为买不起美轮那名牌货。白衣蓝裤，这是多么旧的记忆。难道是在失去的时候，才发觉以前没有珍惜过?还是因为失去就代表着没有好好珍惜过。

是天长日久，还是曾经拥有。珍惜。。。

Disappearing memories in town.
This uniform shop located at Jalan Kampung Pantai going be a part of history at Melaka. I used to get my school uniform from this shop when i was young. Because cant afforted to get it from branded shop. White shirt with blue short pant, this was a long time memories in my mind. Is the time which loses then to realise didnt cherished before? Or it means you lose it because you didnt cherished at all.

Forever eternally, neither once before. Appreciating...

分手后就要嫖妓吗？

当 与朋友说我和女友分手的时候，总有一两位朋友（包括女性）问起如何面对这感情的挫折。是否有什么方法发泄本身的压力及心理的平衡，结果他们是叫我去招嫖妓 女或着以为是那样能让自己在生理及心理上疏解。我的天啊，我沦落到这种地步了吗？还真拿这班猪朋狗友没办法。哈哈哈。。。

最无奈的，相信亲戚朋友很快准备了为我安排相亲了。 那老阿麻马上问我考虑她的外孙女。真不知道要笑还是哭好。

Look for prostitute after break off.
When with the friend said I and my girlfriend bid good-bye, some of them (Included female) asked how am i faces this sentimental the setback. Whether has any method to give vent to itself pressure and the psychological. The result they are call me move to chase women the prostitute or to think is such can let oneself clears out in the my physiology and the psychology status. Oh my god, am I that bad to this kind of situation? Also really cant stand with this class piggie doggie friends means. Hahaha...

However, I am believe some people starting prepare make match date for me. That Lao Ah Ma even ask me to consider her grand daughter. Really did not know must smile or tear.

卫塞节，佛教。

从小就经常在寺庙长大，看的，明白的事都很多。或许我不再是诚心的膜拜者，但是不代表佛法不在我心中。佛教禁止问事，烧冥纸，画符等非佛法的教义动作。

如果说诚信，我是一名修行者去实现佛法的大意， 拯救有困难的人。所以我经常定期捐血，帮助身边的人。给于他们我的知识让他们能够站起来。直到有那么一天，我能站在佛祖前说，地狱已经空了。我不是菩萨，可能我是阿修罗（Ashura)。不停地在战斗中。

放宽看世界，发觉在这世界上还有很多人还在受苦中。我尽我的能力去为这世界做点努力。相信这会胜于初一十五的膜拜。因此，我已经是一名艾滋病义工了。让心中有五色旗，也让其他的生命充满五颜六色的精彩。

Wesak Day, Buddhist.
On grows up since childhood in the temple, I am look clear on all matter with understood. Perhaps I may no longer am sincere prayer on buddha. But this didnt mean that I am not. Buddha restricted to do quest, burning paper, spell on paper which those not Buddhist dharma

If about my sincere, I am a follower to follow the buddhist dharma, save those people in hard life. That's why i always donated my blood, helping anyone around me. Give all my knowledge to let me stand up by own. Someday, I will stand in front of Buddha and say, the Hell is empty. I am not a term applied to a kindhearted person. Maybe I am Ashura, still fighting for something.

View the life wisely, you may realized there are so many people still suffering for breathing and survive. I cant changed the fact but at least i do something to change. I believe that this effort more than praying twice in a month. I am MAC volunteer, Malaysian AIDS Council. Make my heart with five colour flag and colourful others people's life.

Pudding

Today brought a cup of pudding from hawker. It taste worse like plain water.

I am missing your own made pudding. It is delicious pudding i ever have and always in my mind. It even better that the restaurant which i worked before. You still the best.

Wondering when can i have this best pudding in the world again.

Hit the nail on the head

After that day talk with Michelle, she really hit the nail on the head. I am agreed with her about what make my ego and stubbornness. Rather than you just repeating same two words on me like judgement. At least, she let me know what i did and i have chance to explain or argue.

My explaination, I am refused to be like someone because I want to be someone is different, the one and truthly myself. And i am defeating your comparing on my thing that I giving to you. Don't you know i always show you something different and special rather than the copycat?

That is communication problem, on you or me? What i know is, you still not telling me the truth. And i have to find out myself like puzzle.

(Sorry, today no chinese version)

黄丝带

每一个人在人生都会犯错，这不是大问题。最恐怖的是犯错后不知道如何走回对路，一路错下去。这黄丝带的意思是，去接受犯过错误的人，给他机会改过自新。同时也代表在他身边的人会永远支持他，对他不离不弃。

另一意思是，所有爱你的人，关心你的人都在等你回家。

Yellow Ribbon
Each person can make mistakes in the life,this is not the major problem. After most terrorist is makes mistakes and did not know how turns back satisfies the need, with no help. This yellow ribbon means, accepts who ever which has made a mistake, for him/her opportunity start with a clean slate. At the same time also represents anyone beside him/her can forever support him, always and never leave him/her alone.

Another means of yellow ribbon is a sign of loyalty to family, friends or loved ones who are welcome home.